Trust..Betrayal..Hatred..hipokrit..etc..

I've just found out some things and issues that i've never know in this whole week. Some of it dah pon jadi sejarah, but still after knowing the truth bout it, it pissed me off..!!!

Damn, the people that i thought i can trust the most, that sincere being friends with are damn fake, even the ones who teaching me, i the college. (i'll keep it to myself who am i referring to...)

One will tell me that im the closest friend he have(now im the closest friend he once had..) one will tell me that she loves me like a sister..tons of them will tell me that they are sincere being friends with me and accept me the way i am.
But the real thing is, im one of the girls that close to him..i am one of the students which she/he hate the most in the college, and they actually never accept me for who i really am..damn..!!! They keep on judging me. They keep on saying things like im some kind of girl that dont have self-respect (just because there's no hijab on my head..), they saying that im too flirtacious, miang, gatal, syok sendiri (coz im close to guys..etc) im ruining the other girl relationship coz im close to him, they said that i hate the girls that close to him..and many more. Why people saying things, bad things bout me that relates to guys, and that guy??????

adoi..cannot understand laaaaaa..people whom i call as friends nowadays, cannot be trusted anymore la..only some of it can be trusted. Other than that are backstabber, deepshit gile..

suit urself la, just say whatever u guys wanted too..i juzt cant be bothered la with all ur words.i av my close friends and family who truly loves me 4 who i really am..so losing people like u guys wont affect me u know. just carry on being such loser, coz i know only loser will backstabb their own friends, etc.

p/s: little do they know, i am one good actress..once they treat me like im some kind of shit, i'll treat them 10 times worst than what they did to me.just wait and see. now, my heart only filled with hatred for those people wo acting like they were angels sent from above, padahal perangai and hati masing2 macam setan.