This is the new me. Some of the people around me might hate it, some might say okay, and might even say bad things and brag bout it later on. But it doesnt matter for me anymore. People can think, say and judge me as long as their happy and wont intrude my personal life, my privacy.
I like the way i am now, if others hate it, lantak kamu la. I wont die because of your hatred taw.
A lot of things had happened.
~ Dont av the guts to trust people around me anymore, even if they said they're my best buddies or what so ever, and even my own so-called-BF. They had betrayed my trust, they take me for granted, never have the effort and courtesy to appreciate me. I know, i might not be the world's greatest GF and best friends, but atleast i tried my very best, i give everything i have in order to make this relationship last. But little do i know, they dont even noticed everything that i had done.
So the best solution is, dumping them la kot!! Get rid of all the people yang jadi racun in my life, buat house-keeping, throwing all the 'rubbish' and the things that are not in need/ not useful to me anymore.
~have to keep on reminding myself, about the kesusahan, kepayahan hidup family so i wont get to excited with life, tak hanyut dibuai kesenangan dan keseronokan duniawi, tak lupa asal usul diri. Dan hopefully akan buat aku lebih menghargai hidup dan family.
~I've got to look for a part time job, or i will be insane..seriously.
~ramadhan..final exams is just around the corner, have to prepare myself..study..study..study..and try to be more pemaaf..huehue..
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