I need you

Satu- satu masalah datang, tak putus pulak tu dugaan yang sentiasa menguji kesabaran. Masalah family tak habis lagi, masalah personal datang bertimbun-timbun.
Laptop masih tak berfungsi, dengan final project, presentation, assignments; semua kena hantar dalam bulan ni pulak tu. Bebanan kerja kolej je dah cukup memenatkan otak, tambah pulak dengan masalah laptop dan hilangnya files dalam external. Stressnya..!!!

I was hoping for someone to come and comfort me, to tell me that everythings' are going to be just fine. I was hoping that he wil be that person when i'm in blue, when i need a shoulder to cry on. Its not that he never be there for me, its just that this time, i really..really need him. And at times like this, at times that i need him the most, he's not there. People can call me selfish etc, but i only have him besides my family and closed friends. I dont want to be a burden to my family as i know what they're going through right now is worse than what im going through. And friends are not always by my side. They too have their family and own issues.
Dear, im sorry for being a big baby, for being so damn selfish. Its just that im in a hard time dealing with what is happening in my life and around me, with all the good and bad people surrounding me. I NEED YOU..but you're not here...