LOVE~complicated

LOVE is a very simple thing- generally. but often we heard that people said it is soooooo much complicated then any other matters/ issues in our lives. we keep on nagging on hot it has made our life up side down etc. bt we never even realize for a sec that WE are the one that made love so complicated and hard to understand/ hard to handle.
people around the world each have their own point of view on LOVE. and it is true that everyone have their own love ones and their own way on showing their feelings towards their love ones.from GOD to parents..relatives and friends..special someone etc..everyone have the rights to love and be in love..

but in my case..im not quite sure whether im the one who made this thing complicated or the other party..
i never ask anyone (guys) to love me..like me etc..bt there's a guy who have the courage to step up to me and told me that he likes me more than friends...(i respected him for his courage..)and from day one, i told him that i cud never be with him coz i only take him as my friend- not more nor less...i do like him bt as a friend..never came accross my mind that he will keep on asking me bout my feelings towards him..
i thought we have clear things up..and we cud move on, continuing our friendship..but then again, he seems like cud not accept my decision..and he keep on asking why i cant accept him..why i dun av any feeling towards him etc...
its realy damn tiring...akward...annoying...and i know i'll end up hurting someone...which is HIM...but i dunno what else shud i say..that will make him understand and give up..and truly accept my decision..

im happy just the way i am now..i admit that i do felt a bit lonely now and then...but its not a big deal..i stil av my family and friends..IM NOT ALONE...for now,i wanna live my life for my fmly...not 4 a guy..im not ready to give away my heart again coz my heart already taken by someone else from my past...i dont care if he dont want me nemore...but i like him...plz respect my feelings...my rights...

to the guy...im really sorry..sometimes i feels like u r pushing me to the wall with a gun pointed at my head..i cant stand being treated like that..ur a nice guy..but i dont av any feelings like u av for me..im sorry..im here to offer u a friendship..my heart belongs to someone else...