yesterday, i forgot to wish abah happy father's day...mule2, xde la rase ape2..but afta awhile, afta received berite yang agak menyedihkan, kinda regret coz didnt wish him...but at last wish jugak...
a close friend of mine lost his beloved dad yesterday...his dad passed away at the age of 59..its kinda shock..thinking bout we cud never predict how and when, where we're going to die..
it makes me realized that i shud not take everything in my life for granted..i shud learn to appreciate what i have in this life more than ever...
its making me regreting those days where i didnt say to those people bout how much i love all of them, who loves me...
makes me regrets all the times that i av wasted, that passed by without having my love ones besides me...
makes me regrets all the bad words that i had said before..that had hurt all my love ones so bad..
banyak perkara yang aku sesalkan..tapi apakan daya, aku tak mampu putar kembali masa yg telah berlalu..aku tak mungkin dapat perbetulkan segala kesilapan yang telah aku lakukan...
but now, i think its time for me to start analyzing what are my probs and my options..so i can change..to be a better me..
its for my own sake..my fmly..my love ones..i wanna be the best for them..i wanna giv the bes of me...i dun wanna av any regrets nanti in my life...
1st stop..im gonna treat myself..my family..my other half..my best friends better...
then the rest will be like a baby step for me..im gonna change slowly, not drastically..
most important for me now..ingat dari mana asal usul aku...tuhan dan agama aku...
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