road taken...

it was supposed to be road not taken aite..but thats the famous poem..wrote by famous poet..
im no gud at writing poem..

but..this is what im feeling now..
ive finally (hopefully it will b the final decision n wont eva change a bit..)made my decision..
to let go of this feeling i av inside my heart..
to erase all the sweet memories i had wth him..
to finally lose the love i have for him...
to avoid myself from missing him...
to stop myself from thinking bout him..
stop hoping on him...

its hurting me badly..
its making me crazie..
its tearing me apart..
my heart been crash to pieces..
im outta my mind...
cant even think rationally..
cant even put a fake, pathetic smile on my face anymore...
cant believe that the feeling have to be erase..

wtf!!hate myself more than anyone else..for loving him...