New hopes and dream..

tonite there wont be anymore 'sobb..sobb..my love is gone..' story..
i think i've had enuf of being so damn lembik..moody...sakit hati and etc juz bcoz of him..his not even worth all this..he doesnt feel anything, but aku lak yg nk sedih gile sewel nape kan...
so better end up now..tumpang masih awal..rather than tggu2..satgi aku jadi penunggu...aite..

so..where shud i begin...
hurm..im turnin 22 this june..i think its better for me to try make up my mind bout what i really want in my life...what i want to achieve...it is a big move..a big step to take..
im starting to change my life by taking a small step first..that is letting go my 'so-called-forbidden-love'...

i want to move on..ive been hurt by the guy that i love..and i too have hurt him before..now is his time..his chances to feel the happiness of being loved by someone...he will remain as my closes friend eva..love u..(as friend k..!!)

i want to start to love myself even more..appreciate myself..take a gudcare of myself..respect myself and put myself first...
i want to love my fmly evn more..wth all my heart..gve them all my life..rather than giving my heart to that guy, its better for me to give it to my fmly n friends aite..

hopefully my dreams come true as i will work my ass on making it a reality..hihi...
but first..assignment haros disiapkan!!!!

ganbattEEEEE!!!!!!