feelings i have inside

perasaan sayang tu dtg dgn tbe2..aku pon xtaw cmne..ble bnde tu dtg..
aku suka dia dari hari pertama aku kenal dia..dan perasaan tu masih ada sampai hari ini..tah la..aku xtaw mcm mana aku blh suke die..sgt pelik..sedangkan waktu tu aku ada yasser..tah la..(cite lama...malas nk ingt..)

makin lama, hubungan we all yg pd mulanya 'FRIENDSHIP' sj jd makin rapat..mungkin salah aku..sbb aku yg terlalu rapat dgn die..terlalu ikotkan hati..(skunk aku yg sakit hati..!!!!)

die antara best friend aku..(its realy damn weird ble suke best friend sendiri ok..!!!) die dah berpunya..so aku rasa sgt bersalah sbb rapat gile dgn die..and i was supposed to put a distance to our 'so-called-friendship'..but makin rapat lak jdnye...
die temper gile..suke cakap lepas(ikot sedap molot je..kdg2 rse cm nk bg mkn sliper pon ade..!!)..garang..suke control..mcm2 laaa...but still aku blh suke mangkok nih...(bute btul aku nih..!!)

he'd asked me once..infront of my friends...'u perlukan i x?'..and my answer,' i akan perlukan u selagi u perlukan i..but bile u dh sure u xperlukan i lagi, then i pon xkn perlukan u lg..'

but now..afta a few incidents lam 'so-called-friendship' we all..aku dpt rase yg we're drifting apart..dont know why..apart of me..im so damn happy, glad that we're finally wont be sooo close anymore..but aprt of me, keep on missing that moments we've been together..i know i should'nt be like this..thinking bout this..feeling what im feeling now..but i juz cud not help it...whenever i thought about losing him, i'll burst to tears...huhuhu...sgt kanak2 ok..

im praying to allah that he will make this feeling fade away..make my tears go away..he's just a friend and will remain as my friend..not more nor less...