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I never have a-perfect-no-fights-at-all-and-everything-is-beautiful-in my relationship with all my peers and friends around me. I even have fights and arguments with my own family, siblings, cousins etc., and i guess (i can be positively sure guys!) that everyone out there have the same experience with me. Everyone faced the same issues, everyday and it never stops!

As for that, what makes you think that i will never have arguments with you or anyone that called themselves my best friends? What do you have that makes you think that i will not get into a fight with you? Is it just because you guys thinks that you all know me very well (you dont even know the whole story dear, just because i had shared something bout me with you guys, it doesnt mean that YOU KNOW ME WELL!). PLEASE! Dont you ever think that you know me. FYI, the process of getting to know a person, knowing their personalities and attitudes takes a lifetime. A LIFETIME! Do you get what i mean? So, most of people who talks about me nowadays, only know me not more than 2 years, and there's a group of peeps that only knew me for a couple of months but starts to call themselves my bestfriends!

I'm 23 years old now. 23!!! Who are you to tell me what i can do and can't do? My parents can tolerate with all my activites and my social life. But those who i called as my so-called-besties are only my friends, but yet they think they have all it got to put restriction on my daily life. WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU GUYS THINKING? What to eat, what to wear, what to say, how to act, what kind of friends and boyfriends should i get etc.

I think these people dont have anything else to do. They to keen to know bout other's personal life and loves to talk bout it, babbling bout it to people around me, even to those who dont even know me! Isnt it funny and amusing how they can have the idea to do all this thing to me, im not Siti Nurhaliza or anyone that deserve to be the centre of attention.

On the other, there are one or two peeps that know me more than 2 years, and i guess they SHOULD know me better than those guys that i babbled about above. But NOT! They act and said things about me as they have just know me for weeks. DAMN! Im so damn frustrated! But cant do much bout it.