Cinta

Bertanya sendiri pada hati
mengapa wujud rasa ini
kadang..
hilai tawa memenuhi dunia
kadang pula..
tangisan jernih pengubat duka jiwa

bertanya lagi pada hati
bagaimana wujud perasaan ini
sedang ia datang tanpa dipinta
sedang ia pergi tanpa berita

bertanya lagi pada hati
apakah maksud sebenar perasaan ini
hati berdebar ketika bersama
sayu apabila tiada di depan mata
rindu bila tiada senyumannya
kelu berbicara dengannya

bertanya lagi pada hati
apakah mungkin dia juga punya perasaan ini
apakah dia memahami makna perasaan ini

bertanya pula pada diri
apakah pengakhiran cerita ini
adakah gembira seperti di impikan?
atau ditinggal di tengah jalan?
akan sesatkah diri dalam mencari kebahagiaan?

akhirnya terpaksa memujuk diri
terpaksa menyedapkan hati
bahawa cinta tak semua suci
tak semua yang diharap menjadi realiti
kebahagiaan dicari pasti disulami 1001 dugaan
dugaan yang akhirnya akan menjadi kekuatan

yang pasti
harus sabar dan tabah menjalani
menunggu dan berdoa pada illahi
agar dikurniakan kebahagiaan yang dicari
dijauhkan dari perkara yang menyakiti
dan moga kebahagiaan
mahupun kekecewaan
tidak sesekali melalaikan diri
dari cinta yang paling suci
CINTA PADA ILLAHI

The Beauty In Ugly

she's so big hearted,
but not so remarkable
just an ordinary humble girl
expecting nothing as we're made to think
its a pretty person's world
but you are beautiful and you better go show it
go look again, you gotta be true to your own
if you really wanna go to the top
do you really wanna win?
don't believe in living normal, just to satisfy demand
well if you wanna get free
and if you wanna do the passionate thing
and if you wanna get smart for the sake of your heart
you should own your name and stand up tall
and get real and see the beauty in ugly
well you are fresh, you're face is fabulous
don't forget you're one of a kind
when nobody is checking the deeds you've done
and nobody is hearing your cries
you make all of the fashion statements
just by dressing up your mind
well if you wanna get free
and if you wanna do the passionate thing
and if you wanna get smart for the sake of your heart
you should own your name and stand up tall
and get real and see the beauty in ugly
and see the beauty in ugly
well if you wanna get free
and if you wanna do the passionate thing
and if you wanna get smart for the sake of your heart and oh
you should own your name and stand up tall
and get real and see the beauty in ugly
see the beauty in a ugly

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~~this is my first time writing a poem..huhuhu..dunno whether its ok or not...mmg jiwang abes dh nih..wakakak...

your words of goodbye..
lingers in my mind..
how should i believe
i am no longer in your heart and mind..

i was the only love in your life..
that was what u had told me..
and im hoping that i'll always be...
coz you are the one and only for me..

now you're here..
right in front of me..
saying how much you hate me..
but how can i endure..
and i cant bear it anymore..

im calling out your name..
hoping that i can see u again..
my heart cries out for your love..
but will i ever find you..?
can i get you back in my heart again?

i cant live without you in my life..
i wanna erase you from my eyes..
from my sight...
no matter how hard i cry..
no matter how much im hurt..
this love can never be erase..
this love can never be replace..

no matter what i said..
i have to get used to the fact that your gone..
i have to deal with the goodbye you'd gave..
even it means that im gonna lose you forever...