dugaan hebat

my eyes filled with tears..tah kenapa dugaan yang datang kali ini, terasa sangat membebankan..menyebakkan dada..
tak tertanggung rasanye..nak diluahkan..tapi pada siape?
nak disimpan..tapi sampai bile?

ditelan mati mak, diluah mati bapak..
hanya pada DIA saja yang mampu di luah segala yang terbuku..
tah apa lagi patut dilakukan..tindakan ape lagi yang patut diambil..
hanya airmata tak henti2 mengalir..
tak jemu..
terkenang beban yang digalas keluarga tersayang..
terasa diri sangat hina..tidak mampu menghulur bantuan pada keluarga..
tak henti2 mengharap pada bantuan dari yang tiada kena mengena..

tah berapa lama lagi mampu bertahan..
tah berapa lama lagi airmata ini akan mengalir..

sayu terkenangkan cita2 harus dilupakan..
"jangan pentingkan diri..dahulukan apa yang lebih penting..yang lebih memerlukan.."

sayu apabila harus memilih jalan begini..
sayu pabila terkenangkan impian dan cecita besar, yang sekarang hanya tinggal sebagai suatu angan2...
sayu bila melihat kejayaan rakan seperjuangan..
sayu, bila mengenangkan diri ini tak akan ada nanti pabila tiba masa meraikan hari terakhir..

walau cecita tidak dapat diteruskan, walau impian tak mungkin lagi menjadi kenyataan..
redha lah dengan dugaan NYA..

business with my mum..

salam..mownink..

this morning, saya hanya ingin post kan 1 add..(to help my mum..~wink...hihi..)

this is a picture of me and my mama..when i wuz 4 or 5 years old..in PD..

she's the queen of my heart..die lah semangat saya..

she has this hobby..cooking..(actualy kebanyakan ibu mmg suke masak pon..hihihi..sj nk puji lbh..)

so she decided to set up a businees; based on traditional malay kueh..but kecik2 je..dari umah..

so now, basically i wanna help my mum..by searching 4 prospect/ customer.
if anyone of u out there interested in the food/ service that offered here, txt me and i'll txt u back with all the details needed..
KUEH2

• Kaswi
• cucur badak
• karipap
• kueh dadar
• lopes
• donut
• onde2/ buah melaka
• talam berlauk
• som2
• koleh kacang
• popia goreng
• roti jala
  
• pulut panggang etc

Lain2

• puding jagung
• puding caramel/ telor
• moist choc cake
• dadih
• rojak buah
  

Lauk pauk

• Botok2/ pais ikan
• mee rebus
• mee bandung
• laksa penang/ johor
• nasi ayam
• nasi lemak wth ayam goreng berempah
• nasi tomato
• dalca
• ayam masak merah
• daging masak hitam
  
• acar
• etc..

if ada yang berminat but x interested with all the menu listed, u guys can make special request for other lauk or kueh..

this ads is for KL and selangor sj..;)

any inquiry, plz leave a comment here or email me at umaira_bear@yahoo.com.my..

Kemalasan melanda!!!

salam..

ades..entah kenapa kemalasan melanda diri..!!! assignment still tak siap lagi..feels like my head going to explode..siot nye perasaan malas ini..
kemalasan+kelaparan+kepenatan+kebosanan+keletihan= NAK JERIT!!!!!

blurbs..

hye..
hari ini sama je macam hari2 yang lain..im really bored..but ive got tons of things to be done..HRM assignment still tak submit lagi, im supposed to submit it yesterday. but oleh kerana ~teman terulung~ tak jadi amik kat umah (last minute lak tuh..), so tak terhantar la assignment kuh..ades..(membayangkan bebelan miss lecturer HRM kuh selasa nnt..wuuuu..)


im missing my family so bad. Its been nearly a month since the last time i went back home. I missed my nephews..GOSH!! wish cud hug them tite..

anyway, in 2 months time, im getting a new baby niece..(insya'allah..~wink..) Noor Farisha Farhana..cant wait for the day to finally comes..its been years umah tak dihingarkan dengan suare baby..end of this month, i'll be heading to the nearest baby outfit store..wanna buy a cute outfit for my niece..hihihi..



at the same time, im missing my ~teman terulung~. He's not my special boyfriend, mates, husband-2-b, and im definitely not engaged to him. He is just my best friend, a good friend of mine, he's more like a brother, a bff,a family,..( eventhough i heart him, and sometimes i do wish that we can be more than friends..~sigh..) but what the heck, even i cant win his heart, i still have him as my LURVBUDS..i'll heart him secretly..(i guess its not sooooo secret now aite..hihihi..)i wont ask for anything from him, or ask him 2 accept me..its fair enuf if he cud just be with me, till my last breath..even as a LURVBUDS..as a good friend of mine...

there will always be a first time 4 everyone

salam..
hari ni hari pertama saya menjadi blogger; but terasa agak kekok saat memulakan tulisan yg tak seberapa. tujuan blog ini dicipta, hanya sekadar untuk menjadi tempat menghibur hati lara..meluahkan kata2 hati yg selama ini terbuku di jiwa..untuk melapangkan dada..menenangkan jiwa..mungkin dengan cara ini, dapat mengurangkan ketegangan dalam menjalani kehidupan seharian..insya'allah..kpd yg sudi membaca, seribu penghargaan di ucapkan kerana sudi membuka, meluangkan masa utk membaca entry yg tah ape2 ni..

An introduction to my world..

i have always wanted to own a blog, to express all my thoughts, my feelings through writing. it is a way of sharing my life with others, giving them a lil' taste of my life..

DIVA LA FAMILIA

i really heart my 'diva la familia'..they are my all..my everything..im trying my very best to make them proud..they were there when im in blue..there were there to cheer my day..they were there to support me..they make me laugh..they make me feel that i am the luckiest person in the world for having them as my 'diva la familia'..

LURVBUDS

LURVBUDS..or love buddy..walau apa sekali pun maksudnya, pada saya, ia membawa erti persahabatan yang berlandaskan kasih sayang..it is the most basic things, principal in a relationship called friendship..
for me, i truly appreciate each and every people that consider me as their friends, or extended family..
my college mates, primary and secondary school mates..childhood friends..and many more..no matter what come between me and my 'diva la familia'..my freinds and my extended family..they will always have a special place in my heart..

there will be lots more from me..

LuRvBudS